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Oct. 23rd, 2007 @ 07:19 pm Almost finished furboxers (with bits)
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Well, i decided to go ahead and do the bits. However, i did removable bits, so the sheath can be taken off, and the balls can be tucked in so that there's no bits (kinda dull, IMO). Didnt take a pic of that, i will though.


Pic... )


I will wear a loincloth covering them, or if i get too self-conscious of having bits, i'll detach/tuck them... heh.
Oct. 21st, 2007 @ 06:45 am Privates or not?
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Wolfie privates in pix ahead, warnin'!

Of course, the sheath and scrotum are not the finished products anmd would look better as the finished product... But, i dont know, any suggestion on what looks better?
Any comments are hugely appreciated
Oct. 21st, 2007 @ 01:57 am Furry-ness!
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Yes, well, I'll be attending an anime convention, and since people go in costume to those things, i decided i could exploit my furry side again and go in furry costume. And bodypaint, of course. I couldnt skip the bodypaint!

So, ill go as Angel, my white wolf. Basically, i'll only be wearing furry boxers (which are still in mid-process of being made), a wolf tail, a furry top (to cover my chest), and wolf ears. The rest, bodypaint, white, of course.
So far i have the tail (will post pix soon), and i just finished the ears.

Oct. 9th, 2007 @ 11:16 pm (no subject)
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note to self: remember to write about
- furry side arising, 
- thinking of marriage,
- something else i cannot remember. Damn. 
Oct. 5th, 2007 @ 12:07 pm Taking risks
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Current Mood: happy

Si no mal recuerdo, hoy hace tres meses que bese por primera vez a la chica de mis sueños. En ese entonces aun no me daba cuenta que era la niña de mis sueños, pues acababa de salir de unas relaciones tormentosas, tenia muchos miedos y lo que menos queria era arriesgarme de nuevo. Sin embargo, ese dia hace tres meses decidi tomar un riesgo mas, tome su rostro en mi mano y me arriesgue, la bese, y electricidad corrio por mi cuerpo. Ella dijo "Puta madre!" en cuanto nos separamos, le pregunte por que, y me dijo que era increible lo que habia sentido cuando la bese.

En ese entonces nunca me imagine que sentiria por ella lo que siento ahora, lo que senti por ella las siguientes 3 semanas, que me llevaron a pedirle que fuera mi novia, a pesar de tenerle terror a las relaciones serias y al compromiso, me avente,deje de lado lo que yo pensaba y me dije "por ella quiero intentarlo". Lo hice, y a pesar de que he cometido uno que otro error en el transcurso poco mas de 2 meses de noviazgo, no hay nada mas perfecto para mi que poder estar con ella, la amo con todo mi corazon y con toda mi mente, cada celula de mi cuerpo la adora, no hay momento en que no piense en ella, ilumina mi vida y mi existencia. 

"I thought love was only true in fairy tales
Meant for someone else but not for me.

Then I saw her face, now Im a believer
Not a trace of doubt in my mind.
Im in love, Im a believer!
I couldnt leave her if I tried."

Y asi es... despues del ultimo chascarrillo pense que el amor simplemente no era para mi... Pero aparecio ella en mi vida, y ahora no queda duda, la amo, la amo como nunca he amado en mi vida, la amo mas que a mi vida misma.  

TE AMO, LOBITA, ERES LO MEJOR QUE ME HA PASADO, QUIERO ESTAR A TU LADO EL RESTO DE NUESTRAS VIDAS!

Oct. 4th, 2007 @ 08:33 pm A whole day with my girl.
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Current Mood: ecstatic
Today was a beautiful day. I got up a little past 6, picked Tsvet up at the subway station, and spent the entire day, up till quarter to 7, with her. Thats a little over 12 hours, and its heaven.

Yesterday and today i've had this huge craving for her... Today i got to fulfill a bit of that craving, but i am always left wanting more. Its incredible, i can never get enough of her.

We made out a little in the morning, then she went to class to get her grades, then she came back with a friend and the three of us hung around for about 3 hours (which frustrated me, i wanted her to myself...) then she supposedly had class, but the teacher kicked her and her friend out of class for speaking (the teacher's a jackass). So she went to Topilejo with me to visit Miztli (the cougar), we talked a lot, were there from 1130 till 2 pm, then we went back to CU to have lunch with my mom, and then at 4 we both played hooky from school and ended up making out in the back of my jeep... Very, very amazing stuff.

For the first time in my life, a girl stuck her hand down my boxers... Just to remember makes me writhe... I was a bit unsure at first, but soon forgot all inhibitions... Up until when we were interrupted by some people who walked by right next to my car, and spent quite a few minutes talking, in the car right next to mine. I was down to my underwear, so it was a bit weird. Lol. Once they were gone i took my revenge on Tsvet, and made sweet fingering love to her... She's amazing. Unfortunately, being in my car, i couldnt go down on her even though i wanted to... lack of space, lack of privacy, and, just not the right conditions. God, i am so in love with her... its amazing!!
Sep. 30th, 2007 @ 01:56 pm how to help my GF?
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Here's the situation:
My girlfriend's mother found out her daughter and I are dating about 2 months ago, "someone" called to "inform" her that i was dating her daughter. At home, she had always referred to me as female, and thus her mother now thinks she's in a lesbic relationship. Ever since, hell broke loose in my GFs home. Her mother incessantly calls her names, insults her,  has even gone to call her a whore, telling her to get a box of condoms and sleeping with men to get things straight (both literally and metaphorically), and telling her that it would be better if she had gotten pregnant and had the baby than to be a lesbian. Those are some of the things my GF has let me know... but i know there's a lot she doesnt tell me of those things her mother tells her. Her mother has also threatened with kicking her out of the house, and one day even got as far as throwing her things out the door... But they're mostly just threats to make my GFs life miserable.

Xposted several places.
Sep. 25th, 2007 @ 11:48 pm Two months...
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Current Mood: ecstatic
...with Tsvet as my GF. Its unbelievable, it sounds like a log time but short as well, and it feels like things have gone by fast, but also they feel so perfect like they've been like that forever...  Its really hard to describe. Its been a wonderful 2 months, its been a little longer than that, since we sorta dated for a while before i asked her to be my GF... so its actually closer to 3 months... but its been the best time in my life.

I am so in love with her...!   
Sep. 15th, 2007 @ 01:11 am the biggest mistake?
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Current Mood: pessimistic

So today, the guys from Miztli’s team arranged a gettogether at a little bar near school so we could celebrate my Bday.

Tsvet visited there me for about 20 mins to meet these guys, and then I walked her to the subway station. I spent several more hours at the bar with the guys, drank beer for the first time (4 in total), and then we left at around 9. However, Angie (the girl I work with on Sundays) was a little too drunk, so I told the gang that I’d take her home. We went to my car, but I was too buzzed to drive... So we just stayed there and talked for a while, she was depressed and kept saying nobody loved her and whatnot. Then somehow she got naughty, started getting bothered all by herself, and thus started bothering me as well. Even though I was concerned things might happen (concerned for Tsvet), I got more and more bothered and ended up making out with Angie. I told her a couple of times I didn’t want her to do it because she was drunk, and didn’t want her not to remember... She insisted she was fine. We made out maybe like 10 mins, she had really worked herself up really fast and was really into it, so I lent her a helping hand and a little while after I slowed things down because I didn’t want it to go too far. I hadn’t let her touch me other than to scratch my back... And I know I did it mostly as a “pity makeout”... Not because I pity her but rather because I feel empathy for her, I can relate to what it feels to see people with steady couples when you’re single and have been for a while and have only had failing relationships... But it was something I didn’t want to do particularly for myself, but rather for her, hoping it would make her feel better.

Then I drove Angie home... and then I texted Tsvet about what I had done. I was feeling concerned it might hurt her, and have never wanted to keep anything from Tsvet. I texted her an hour ago... she still hasn’t answered. So I am concerned I might have just made one of the biggest mistakes in my life: hurt the girl I have loved the most... I really hope not, and I really hope she gets why I did what I did with angie... But im pessimistic about it, and feeling very, very worried and bad.

Sep. 4th, 2007 @ 07:56 pm Surprise: take my clothes off!
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Im leaving México City tomorrow for the Leon Congress, and Tsvet’s been missing me already even though im not yet gone. Last night, on msn, she reminded me to give her back one of her nightshirts, which she gave me last week for me to sleep in and get my scent on it. I told her she ruined the surprise, and she told me she was giving me a surprise today...
I picked her up today and we drove to school, once in the parking lot, she tells me “if you want your surprise gift, you’ll have to take my clothes off”, I laughed and told her she’d copied me “because to get your nightshirt you have to take it off me”. It was so cute, and so hot, too... Sitting there in the car, middle of the parking lot, I took off her jacket, her sweater... and she was wearing a lovely black blouse. “Your surprise is under the blouse”... I took it off to reveal a lovely little pink satin and black lace pajama blouse... It was mind-blowingly delicious. She took off my jacket and sweatshirt, and tshirt, and left me in her nightshirt (quite a silly sight, I believe). And we made out during the few minutes we had left... But it was absofuckinglutely amazing to see her in that blouse, under that lighting, under those circumstances... She’s gorgeous. I am so in love with her.
And then, since we had to get dressed and get to class, she took her nightshirt off me, and I took the blouse off her... and we dressed each other to go to class...
Aug. 21st, 2007 @ 09:46 pm coming out at class
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For the first time in my life I had to announce my transgenderism at school. I had to write an introductory card for a class, and during the entire first class, the teacher referred to me as female. I usually don’t mind, except when its too often, and it was too often.

So in my introductory card I had to attach a post-it note, saying im a transgendered individual, and prefer the use of male pronouns and adjectives, and that im available to answer any questions.

This was a class ago, and so far I haven’t gotten any comments, but haven’t been referred to in either way as of yet.

Jul. 29th, 2007 @ 02:56 am I am so in love.
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Dear god, its almost unbelievable how in love i am with this girl. I know her so little... And that makes me a little uneasy, but i still love her so much.

The weird thing is i am so in love i agree to many things not necessarily because i want to, but rather because i know she likes it. This was the case with her having another BF... Im not a believer in monogamy, but going to the extreme of having TWO boyfriends together -at the same time- is a bit farfetched even for me. However, she seemed so turned on by the idea, that i agreed to it, and so today we had our first "group date" or "threesome date" or whtever one wants to call it.

We met at a "party" or reunion of her anime-fan friends. At first she spent all her time with me, while her BF got everyone else drunk. She then went to him and they started making out. The looks on her friends' faces as she made out with him after spending the whole time with me: priceless. Lol
And then she came and told me to follow her, and ensued an awkward moment in which we all tried to settle how it would work. It worked out quite well, as we made out with her at the same time.

The weirdness started a bit later, when her BF started hitting on me too. Too gay for my taste, and a bit intimidating. But also very exciting and hot... Mostly having her watch as he kissed me, she got really turned on, and that turned me on... It was a fun threesome light make-out.

We spent about 7 hours together. When we parted, Flor got off the subway before we did, and the weirdest thing ensued... Her BF continued hitting on me, wanting to hold hands, hugging me, and just being too... boyfriendly to me. So, that i must clear up with him, the problem is i dont think i will be able to do so all this week because i-ll be in merida, Yucatan, at a congress, so not a lot of opportunity to talk to him and get things a bit straighter.

God, but how i love this girl.
Jul. 26th, 2007 @ 02:58 pm After a long absense... Big news.
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Current Mood: bouncy
Unbelievably, as of July 25, 1am, i officially have a girlfriend...

Ive fallen for this girl like i had never fallen for anyone before...

We met somewhen between 4th and 5th semester, im guessing, because i never remember how i meet people XD. She's a friend of Diego and Mariana, and says we met at some point relating to Bacteriology class, since she remembers me doing projects for that class being really concentrated on my work and ignoring people around me, lol. Sounds so much like me...
However, this semester (6th) o had a class (Economy) in which i only knew her and two other girls (theyre all friends), and so we started hanging around a bit. By the end of the semester, i already cared a lot for her, and on messenger she expressed her interest for me. I reciprocated... And on July 5th we had our first kiss, on the grassy gardens of my school... Then we saw each other again on july 9, she dropped by the clinic and we came to my place. And then once more on july 17, in a mall. She had me insanely crazy by then. And somehow, somewhen, she stole my heart. Originally i didnt want a committed relationship (y'all know i hate commitment and i hate monogamy...), but i knew she would be more comfortable with me not seeing other people. For the first time in my life, i refrained myselfr from kissing (and probably making out) with Diego one friday night that we went out... Just thinking i might hurt her made me not do anything with diego.

So, with that happening, i realized i was talking big things... So i asked her to be my GF. She agreed... But her mother has gone on an insane homophobia paranoia, has her grounded, her online time limited and watched over-the-shoulder, her cellphone time limited. So we asked for help from her ex-BF... which led to a weird outcome we had never forethought... An outcome im not MOST happy with, but am OK with. She now has 2 boyfriends, me, and her former ex-boyfriend. And he'll be the one to ask her mom for permission to let her out of the house, and since the mother trusts Hiram (this guy), she'll let her out with him. Once they're out, i'll be joining them places.. so its gonna be like a weird threesome, specially since Hiram seems really excited with the idea of her girlfriend having a girlfriend.... matter i have CLEARED UP, telling him i am not a girl... but he's still excited about god knows what.

So, im seeing them on saturday... I love this girl so much... If i didnt love her so much i probably wouldnt have aagreed to her double B-F thing... not because i -mind- her double dating, but because i mind that her BF seems so excited to be -with me-... Because i think he thinks im gonna be his BF too... I mind that the double dating is going to be taking place AT THE SAME TIME:... Oh well... the fact that she seems SO TURNED ON with the idea is a very good motivator for me.
May. 18th, 2007 @ 03:08 am A House MD moment!
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Current Mood: touched
Today, i gave my first own-thought diagnosis to a patient. I am so proud of myself! *wink*

I was at the clinic with Clau and this frequent client of us brought her cat. Poor Thomas (Thats his name) was limping and needed his paw checked. After being tranquilized and his paw shaven to find any lesions, Clau examined him, and found no apparent lesions on the paw, though we could see a lot of inflammation on one of his fingers. His finger-pad was like twice the size of the rest... Clau looked and looked for any wound that could explain the inflamation, but since she couldnt find any, i started thinking what else could cause inflammation... So i suggested that maybe it was a fracture. She considered the option and checked the finger again, not finding anything. I touched myself and felt nothing weird... So i suggested maybe a luxation or some pulling of the tendons or muscles there... Then she got a phonecall from a fellow vet, and asked him... He said that it was most likely a fracture, that if it didnt have any superficial wounds to explain the inflammation it would most certainly be a fracture, but that it wouldnt be felt. It could only be seen with an X ray, and even confirming the diagnosis, treatment was just antibiotics and antiinflamatories.

So, it WAS a fracture! I got it right! *happy dance* It was obviously not my case, i was just assisting, but to have offered a suggestion that turned out to be right made me happy! Whee!
Dec. 14th, 2005 @ 02:14 pm wheefun, hair!
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Well, seeing as how we're almost on break, i decided it was time to do stuff with my hair. So on monday i bleached it a light bleach (just 20 volumes), and these are the results:
Pic 1
Pic 2
Then, today, i bleached it again, a much stronger bleach (60 vol), and toned it once afterwards and it turned out like this:
Pic 3
Pic 4

I like it, except its too yellow.... So i'm gonna let it rest a few days and then dye it silver... see if it does dye (bought a different dye than from last time).

Oh, and why did i do this? Because i was sick and tired of my hair being its rebellious annoying self, being all wavy and annoying... so i decided to bleach it till its will died. Hehe, i succeeded. Now its straight again. Yay for me!
Dec. 11th, 2005 @ 03:33 pm Taking requests!
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Current Music: Tatu - Lyudi Invalidy
Okay, i need to start drawing again, and im fresh out of ideas. Im sure if i got an idea of something to draw i could work at it enough to actually squeeze it out into a drawing... but i need ideas! So, please, if you have a request that's not incredibly hard and want me to give it a try, please ask!

I'd prefer it were an animal character (i do felines, wolves and horses, sometimes something else if i think im up for the challenge), but if its an anthropomorphic (human-shaped) animal i can also give it a try.
Tell me what the character's like, both physically and in his/her way of acting, some story surrounding the picture you want drawn, and if oyu want something specific, ask. If you have reference pictures for your character, its even better.

you can see my previous work at my VCL archive: http://us.vclart.net/vcl/Artists/Akela-Misha-Ri/
Nov. 17th, 2005 @ 12:46 pm (no subject)
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Current Music: Tatu - Craving (I only want what I cant have)
So that i dont forget, here's a list of things that have happened recently:

  • Tue 8 my nutrition teacher kicked DD&me out of the class. I felt like i was gonna die.
  • Fri 11 i had a pleasant chat with Di about some things.
  • thu 10 i dyed Di's hair purple-ish...
  • Wed 16 i had a nice chat with Da & Is, mainly with Da, about some stupid Dr of hers.
  • Wed 16 i was feeling really bad, and some weird vicious 'bad energy' circle formed between Di & me. Im guessing there's something going on.
  • Tue 8 i had a very good chat with my mom, & later that day i finally meditated again, after what seemed an eternity without.
  • Tue 15 i had Forages practice... hate those practices.

I think there's more, but i cant remember right now.
Nov. 16th, 2005 @ 03:13 am ROTFLMAO!!!!
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1) Go to Google.
2) Type in the word "failure" without the quotes.
3) Press the button that says 'I'm Feeling Lucky'.
4) Laugh your ass off.
5) Repost this before Google catches on and fixes it.

The page it directs you to, under the cut, in case its fixed by the time you read this. )
Sep. 28th, 2005 @ 02:33 pm gift list, updated
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Current Music: Tatu - All About Us
DVDs
ONLY widescreen, unless they dont sell a widescreen version.
Preferably region 1 (the ones they sell in the US and Canada.), or region 1 & 4. Last choice are region 4s (made in mexico, usually not of a quality as good as 1s.)
MUST have English as one of the spoken languages. Preferably if it also has French. I dont care whether it comes in anything else (not even spanish...)
The ideal would be a region 1 widescreen with spoken english & french. But i know that's too much to ask.
SOLAMENTE ediciones widescreen (pantalla ancha), de los que tienen las barras negras arriba y abajo de la imagen, pues la pelicula viene en formato como de pantalla de cine.
Preferiblemente region 1 (hecha en EUA o Canada), o birregion 1 y 4. De ultima opcion, region 4.
DEBE tener Ingles como uno de los idiomas del audio. Preferiblemente que tambien tenga Frances como idioma de audio. Los demas idiomas no me interesan.
El ideal seria un dvd region 1 pantalla widescreen con audio en ingles y frances.


- Underworld (Kate Beckinsale)
- Gia (Angelina Jolie)
- Dogville (Nicole Kidman)
- The Hours (Nicole Kidman, Julianne Moore)
- Birth (Nicole Kidman)
- The interpreter (nicole kidman)
- Hannibal (Julianne Moore)
- Resident Evil (1) (Milla Jovovich)
- 28 days later
- Irreversible (monica bellucci)
- Closer (natalie portman)
- Alien (the tetralogy) (sigourney weaver)
- Joan of Arc (milla jovovich)
- The emperors new groove (disney)
- The island (Ewan mc gregor)
- X files DVD box sets: Seasons 2, 3, 6, 7, 8, 9 (These i ONLY want region 1, MUST have spoken french.)
- CSI (las vegas) Box sets: Seasons 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
- Nip/Tuck box sets: seasons 1, 2


OTHERS
- Paasche double action airbrush, models VL or VLS. -or- OMNI double action airbrush, any model. Aerografo Paasche VL o VLS, u OMNI.
- air compressor for the airbrush. compresora de aire para el aerografo
- victorinox swiss knife, with at least 8 functions. navaja victorinox con al menos 8 funciones
- optical inalambric (wireless) mouse
- wireless keyboard teclado inalambrico
- 19" flat LCD computer screen monitor plano LCD de 19 pulgadas
- USB multiport
- external hard drive 80 or more GBs. disco duro externo
Sep. 25th, 2005 @ 01:12 pm GIFT LIST! (lista de regalos)
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So, a few weeks after my birthday, here's a list if anyone wants to get me something! I'll keep adding to this list or updating it whenever i get some things or want some others...
Algunas semanas despues de mi cumple, he aqui una lista si alguien me quiere regalar algo. A#adire cosas a esta lista si me surgen nuevos intereses, o borrare lo que ya me haya comprado o me hayan regalado.

DVDs
ONLY widescreen, unless they dont sell a widescreen version. i dont like fullscreens, for that, i'd just watch tv.
Preferably region 1 (the ones they sell in the US and Canada.), or region 1 & 4. Last choice are region 4s (made in mexico, usually not of a quality as good as 1s.)
MUST have English as one of the spoken languages. Preferably if it also has French. I dont care whether it comes in anything else (not even spanish...)
The ideal would be a region 1 widescreen with spoken english & french. But i know that's too much to ask.
SOLAMENTE ediciones widescreen (pantalla ancha), de los que tienen las barras negras arriba y abajo de la imagen, pues la pelicula viene en formato como de pantalla de cine.
Preferiblemente region 1 (hecha en EUA o Canada), o birregion 1 y 4. De ultima opcion, region 4.
DEBE tener Ingles como uno de los idiomas del audio. Preferiblemente que tambien tenga Frances como idioma de audio. Los demas idiomas no me interesan.
El ideal seria un dvd region 1 pantalla widescreen con audio en ingles y frances.


- Underworld (Kate Beckinsale)
- Gia (Angelina Jolie)
- Dogville (Nicole Kidman)
- The Hours (Nicole Kidman, Julianne Moore)
- Birth (Nicole Kidman)
- The interpreter (nicole kidman)
- Hannibal (Julianne Moore)
- Resident Evil (1) (Milla Jovovich)
- 28 days later
- Irreversible (monica bellucci)
- Closer (natalie portman)
- Alien (the tetralogy) (sigourney weaver)
- Joan of Arc (milla jovovich)
- The emperors new groove (disney)
- The island (Ewan mc gregor)
- X files DVD box sets: Seasons 2, 3, 6, 7, 8, 9 (These i ONLY want region 1, MUST have spoken french.)
- CSI (las vegas) Box sets: Seasons 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
- Nip/Tuck box sets: seasons 1, 2


OTHERS
- Paasche double action airbrush, models VL or VLS. -or- OMNI double action airbrush, any model. Aerografo Paasche VL o VLS, u OMNI.
- air compressor for the airbrush. compresora de aire para el aerografo
- victorinox swiss knife, with at least 8 functions. navaja victorinox con al menos 8 funciones
- optical inalambric (wireless) mouse
- wireless keyboard teclado inalambrico
- 19" flat LCD computer screen monitor plano LCD de 19 pulgadas
- USB multiport
- external hard drive 80 or more GBs. disco duro externo


Hehe, i want almost nothing, eh? Just give me a hug if you dont want to spend money. Im just posting this in case any stalker wants to send things my way....